Monday, December 29, 2008

Come with me into the rabbit hole

I am good at two things, insanity and pain tolerance.  What can I do with these skills?  What can I not do with these skills?  The path is always open no matter your limits so I will change the world as I see fit.  I will modify myself to fit my situation and I will drive forward into the future that I want.  I may not succeed but I feel that as long as I keep faith in my actions and don't look back that I can live happily and change the world around me at least.  What does it really matter to change an entire world you will never be involved with? Why does it matter if people you will never meet continue to kill themselves off?  What is the point in being a humanitarian about starving people in africa or religious zealots in the middle east?  Screw them, I say we focus on ourselves and those we keep around us.  Allies are good and all but if you personally aren't involved with them, ignore them, if they don't have anything to offer you, ignore them.  If they threaten you they are the enemy but war is not for humanitarian efforts, war is to destroy what is there.  I'm sick of these two faced people who "donate" to the starving and the war torn countries, If they want to have me believe they care then they need to go live with them for a month at least.

I do not donate food, I do not donate money, I do not pretend to care about people I will never meet or interact with.  If they are outside my sphere, if I can not touch them, speak to them, or communicate with them.  They do not exist.  I have a greeting I use for select people, people I have to deal with semi-regularly but not constantly, "Welcome to Reality."  It doesn't matter if its true or not, to me it might as well be.  If they are not in my sphere of attention they do not exist and they do not matter.

Lets cut to the chase now.  Come with me, into the rabbit hole.  A world where you exist.  This is metaphorical in most senses, but what I mean is people need to stop with the stupid games and "Caring" crap.  Live your life for you, live how you want to and drive toward your own goals.  People will come and go, so take what you can from them and give what you need to if you want to.  Control your own destiny and accept the fact that everyone should do the same.  I might not be the one you would want to listen to on this but I only have this to say.  Live for yourself or be consumed by someone else's life.  Those are your options.  Eat or be eaten.